我是谁 Who Am I

If I had to put a notable label on myself, I'm a clinical medicine student currently "struggling" my way through Peking University Health Science Center. I'm incredibly passionate about AI and dream of exploring its applications in healthcare. But if I'm being honest, both my med and AI classes leave my head spinning right now, so I'm just taking it one step at a time.

I spend most of my year at No. 38 Xueyuan Road, Haidian, Beijing. Back in high school, I heavily romanticized this city. Reality check: it's fast-paced, high-pressure, and filled with competition and anxiety. But on the bright side, the people here are amazing. Between friendly classmates, supportive professors, and all sorts of interesting souls, it's a very inclusive and open-minded community. Living here has totally broadened my horizons. Overall, I love the vibrant life in Beijing— except during finals week at med school, of course.

My latest 16personalities test result is INTJ-T (though I've gotten INFJ and INFP in the past). I'm huge on self-deconstruction; I often treat myself like a system, trying to figure out the bugs and underlying logic so I can patch them while running. True to the INTJ stereotype, I'm highly introverted, living in my own world and building theories to explain everything I see. I'm also deeply self-driven. If something catches my curiosity, I'll dive into the rabbit hole—not for achievements, but just to understand it. I suck at small talk and comforting people. I rarely overthink what others say, but I'll absolutely agonize over my own words. In conversations, I tend to jump into random topics from weird angles, or suddenly recall an incredibly trivial detail from ten years ago just to fact-check with the person involved.

I love playing football, and occasionally play badminton, swim, or go hiking. I've been playing football since I was 7 and was on my elementary school team before academics took over. My stamina and skills have definitely dropped over the years, but I still love the feeling of running on the pitch with friends. I've been a die-hard Bayern Munich fan since 2014. My favorite player is Kevin De Bruyne, and since I admire Pep Guardiola, I follow Manchester City a lot too. I also have a soft spot for Barca because of Lewandowski and Griezmann. During the World Cup, I usually root for England—partly for their football culture, and partly because I just enjoy the drama of their squad. Bucket list item: making a pilgrimage to the Allianz Arena and the Etihad Stadium.

I'm also a huge music lover and recently picked up fingerstyle guitar. My taste is all over the place. For J-Pop, I love Yorushika, Atarayo, and Aimer. For Mandopop, I mostly listen to the golden era of the 00s-10s (Jay Chou, JJ Lin, Leehom Wang, Stefanie Sun, Mayday) alongside R&B from David Tao and Khalil Fong. I listen to less Western music now compared to high school, but I still love The Chainsmokers and early Coldplay. I also highly recommend Mree, a niche indie artist with an incredibly ethereal voice. In the fingerstyle world, I'm a big fan of Sungha Jung, Masaaki Kishibe, and Yuki Matsui. I wouldn't call myself a "stan" of any of these artists; I just purely appreciate their music and arrangements.

Gaming is another huge part of my life. I've had my own PC since I was four. I grew up on Feeding Frenzy and PvZ, eventually moving to Minecraft, GTA, and various online games. Minecraft holds the longest record for me (started in 2011); I used to spend hours just building things and enjoying the pure joy of creation. But my most-played game with a valid record is CS—I somehow squeezed nearly 2,000 hours into it during my three years of high school. These days, I mostly stick to single-player games, though I'll hop on CS or Valorant if friends are playing. In the CS pro scene, I'm a Team Vitality fan (since the s1mple vs. ZywOo era in 2022); I admire ZywOo's insane game IQ and humility. For Valorant, I support EDG, mostly because KangKang's insane performance at Tokyo Masters got me into the game. Honestly, I'm pretty much a "retired old man" in gaming now. I play to chill, and I have a huge soft spot for esports veterans and the fading of old dynasties.

Maybe I'll write more later, but this is everything that comes to mind right now. I'll just add to it as I go. This is me.